The thing that’s unclear, however, is whether you have an option of remaining fairly incognito, despite the prying of the gossip sites. Is it idiotic to give up such a good guy for the possibility that, in the end, it would make my life even worse than it was before? So I guess what I’m asking is whether you think I’m overthinking and being unreasonable. I’m worried about being threatened or doxxed online, not because I’ve done anything wrong, but because some people are just horrible. Any future employers will always see that if they Google me, whether we remain together or not. Once it’s out that I’m his love interest (something the media seems very interested in knowing), I can’t take that back. It’s not like I can reverse the decision, either. That it will make certain areas of my life, like my career and health, worse. But I’m worried that being in the limelight will end up causing things to be worse by the end. Then, along came this guy, and some of those areas got better. But far too slowly, I realized that the situations I had found myself in had become toxic and that these decisions had ruined every area of my life, some of which will be ruined forever. These were not poorly thought-out decisions, and they sort of seemed good on paper.
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